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Pale

Woke up in a different room

My eyes scanning for you

Held on to the sheets hoping it was just a dream

Went a different route for the walk

My limbs reaching for you

Held on to the high hoping it was just a hallucination


The dry toast crumbled in my mouth and the coffee was weak

Held on the caffeine, hoping it would get better 

The lunch was a dull affair so was the siesta

Held on to the inertia hoping to gather energy 

At the end of the day, I went to a different room

Holding, Hoping.

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